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Limited Joy

by Devon Kay & the Solutions

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1.
All I wanted was to feel anything A couple years I guess is plenty more than most And I don’t want this to be negative But we’re all leaving sometime let’s not try to boast Moon overhead and thumbs in my pockets Toss my remains before they grow cold Moon overhead and miles that I’m logging Take me away to someplace that I’ve never known All I wanted was to feel anything A point I made while screaming into the unknown And my fears are just embarrassing I don’t want to end up in the nothingness alone Oh glorious nothing What’s the meaning of something when we are no more Oh Glorious nothing If that’s the worst thing that can happen, let it happen
2.
I was sitting in the back seat biting my lip again You are my only friend You are my longingness I said it loud for the first time It was the last time I told you we'd stall Words are just nothingness We are an allied stress Now the hands on the clock call for a twisted and permanent fall Since you can't find the words to say Say the first thing that comes your way But don't be mad when you lost what you had with the syllables you spoke that day It was a feeling, a true feeling, a feeling that we'd never forger It was an emptiness A great abyss I can see your eyes from miles away but the temperatures starting to fall An unforgiving stare all eyes lay unaware
3.
One Horse 03:00
I got so much to do Still got so much to say Past time accumulates Another breath another day Blinding persistence And notable distance Is a constant retort Yea that’s the course when you put your chips on only one horse When I start to feel your skin I want to feel it longer When I look into your eyes I want it to be stronger, and longer of course Anxiety sleeping, nighttime weeping All the usual sets That’s what you get when your dreams become your regrets I’ve been standing with a fever taking steps to try and leave here Nothing’s been less-clearer I’m just keeping it down I don’t wanna be here I don’t be alone Love ain’t more than these bodies Much less voices on the phone Holding back the thought we may never dance in the great unknown How can we really tell that our souls are even our own? We are just bodies breaking down and rotting We are timed while plotting I’m just sticking around I’m not sticking around
4.
Do you wanna stay here? In the flat and unforgiving cold No promise, just nothing, no meaning, it’s daunting You’ve been reeling in these feeling unknown But you can’t just stray from the dream you made You’ve rounded everybody up in the fray Your future’s hanging on the edge of opulence and on the edge of decay It’s a hard thing to endure It’s hard living when It’s hard living unsure It’s hard living when A hard thing to endure It’s hard living when It’s hard living unsure Unsure if you’ll keep this thing Unsure of what this thing is Not sure of who you’ll be when the dream done finally gives in
5.
Evermore 02:43
Bruise confusion, constant loosing Evermore, It’s nonstop Social schmoozing, justified abusing Just like before it’s nonstop Ya gotta keep the train on the tracks Life’s slippin’ and ya can not relax I wanna be cool like you Like you……. Patience grating, fight or flight weaning Unlike before it’s nonstop They say you’re smarter with aging But honestly you feel the same way Forever wandering the planets for life’s tiny little mistakes Stable aching, overexplaining Forevermore it’s non-stop I gotta keep the train on the tracks Life’s slippin’ and I can not relax I don’t wanna be cool like you
6.
His & Hearse 02:43
It’s so spontaneous and a bit extraneous For the hours lost at work there’s unlimited more missing on earth Generations gather inside a crumbling tomb Grandma’s dying in the other room there ain’t no time for gloom and doom All invoices and all these secrets don’t disappear when you’re not around It took a bed of death, a house full of regret To let the truth out of the tomb The bank foreclosed a bit too soon There ain’t no time for cryin’ when uncle’s clothes are drying Are ya gonna tear it down or let the shame become the town Discarded breathing tubes, rejected piles of food Grandma’s dying in the other room there ain’t no time for gloom and doom And on and on it goes….
7.
It all started for me in 2014 I lost my mind and left the scene for the city of the bean I cut my tooth on Brighton Ave. Living fast and living loose until I ran out of juice And all it’s been is a yearning for the Northeastern wind That I never called home Didn’t realize I fell outta love Crammed 2 XR of the 30 ones Adderall and alcohol in place of meals and healthy talks But I was on top of everything A chemically inflated brain An ecstasy of proficiency and sunken eyes from lack of sleep Then I saw your face in a garden space behind the place where I worked You were tired too of the city like zoo but little did we know that we left to soon
8.
Breathe some more You’re not ok Can’t try again another day When panic starts pursuing you You sprint until your soles run through So low and desperate Things change and that’s just that Nothing more that you can do until they come and bury you Eat, Sleep & Destroy Rebuild when you feel like it Accept that you have Limited Joy That’ll Leave As the weeks become years Every day you’re one day further from your Dream again sure that’s ok Take some time to rearrange the thoughts and hopes inside your brain Get them all cleaned up good and put your goals so they’re understood Times a mess, it’s coming up fast Your marketability can’t really last As your bones and skin start to run thin and the panic sets in as your lights go dim Try again, sure That’s ok I hope you breathe another day
9.
Risk/Reward 02:43
So, you say you wanna live together because forever isn’t ever enough Doesn’t matter if the windows shatter or the roof really isn’t that tough You’ve heard there is no life without love Because forever isn’t ever enough Fevered panic from the alcohol leads to panicked calls from a bathroom stall All those times where we’ve been alone where the walls are familiar and don’t feel like And the sinking sensation of further destinations is a finite reason to reach for libations You claim there’s no life without love It’s a wide road long time home Unknown on the horizon And all the things that matter the most are the ones at the end of the road home Because forever isn’t ever enough So, you say it doesn’t matter if does and if it doesn’t, then it doesn’t Time away can’t be measured by the seconds, by the minutes, by the hours, by the dozen Shaking hands with the keys in the lock because one minute is way too much
10.
The rent came in The gas came in The electric came in Again and again It’ll always keep comin’ as the world it keeps warming It’s an infinite boring It’s irrelevant Everything just gets postponed Pushed by further to a time that we may never know All I want is to feel something A little more than nothing It’s the useless struggle of a man so defiant that he couldn’t derive that he’s a grown infant And all of the lessons I didn’t learn from listening My god they’re persisting It’s irrelevant
11.
Well, the past 2 years all I’ve said to you is the bottle is empty and the rents too few The promise of mores been on the way but it keeps getting blocked by someone else you say 30 years down what’s that a century? I’ve been around the world without intent, you see And the next opportunities miles away and our pockets run dry from a failed sensei Talking less is needed it’s true But talking seems to be all you do You’ve made up your life so tall The ground’s gonna hurt on the downfall I can’t say it’s me It’s you Well, elaborate lies tend to ostracize the people in your life who see truth in your eyes And lately in your eyes all I’ve seen are the remnants of boredom and ecstasy A pill, a pop, a public jaunt Where are we going? This old haunt? It’s been the same damn party for 30 years Dilate my eyes and pass another beer

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released August 21, 2020

Recorded in our respective home studios.
Engineered by our very own Jake Levinson, Ryan Scottie & Joram Zbichorski

Mixed by Mike Kennerty
Mastered by Erik Atwell at Stillwave Studios

Album Art by Walker Dubois
Layout by Joslyn Zbichorski

All songs performed by Devon Kay & the Solutions
Lyrics by Devon Kay

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